it is Sunday morning. i woke up late XD. this is what i saw and feel so grateful and alive
we are so close to life. the light is always right out of window. and so is the darkness. the air is all around for us to breath. the ground is always below us, for us to step on, and walk on forward. life is here, for us to do our best
i turn on my notebook . i guess i need a lil noise. i love music, like everybody else. i like musics randomly.and this is a song i often listen to recently. all the time
Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit
From a certain website i read on the intenet, i knew that the word was written on the wall by kurt's riend. "kurt smells like teen spirit".it was a joke, because teen spirit is brand of deodorant which was used by his e xgirlfriend. but kurt really appreciated it and considered it as a philosophy. teen spirit
I was maybe just about 6 or seven when this song was booming. they say this song changed a whole world of music and life. they say it made kurt above the wind but he couldnt help it. they say he killed himself. shot his head. he was not being himself. or sort of, i never understand the reason. but here is the quote i've always been heard :
"I'D RATHER BE HATED FOR WHO I AM THAN LOVED FOR WHO I AM NOT"
this is the clue, but i dont even wanna think about it. just let it burried with him, forever. because that was the trully him. whhat kurt did is definately not a good example for us,but i appreciate his ife, his thought, and his works. i really appreciate his faith and honest to himself and music. but everyone has his own ways to react life.
i remember a fan wrote on his web, Kurt killed himself and died, because he was so close to his life
but we dont have to do his way, right? haha. even a genius musician has an insane acts, like people say.
life, for me, is about an option, like cooking, you can execute the ingredient in your way. the result, the end, the process, is all on your hand. you re doing great, it can be delicious, you failed, youa always have hopes to fix it. as stilll air we breath, there is always a hope
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