Because The Thing Is, He Loves You

He was just there, in the livingroom. a tiring face, a backhurts, he took off the jacket, took two pieces of chocolates, and said 'im really sorry'
He drove 2 hours by motorcycle. in a rainy season, for only reason :  seeing me, and he couldnt wait even for a night
. for something he wasnt really guilty for, for something that i made bymyself just because im bored and wanna be treated specially
and i was so angry for him not pick up my call. otherwise, he was heading to my house, for saying im sorry and giving two pieces of chocolate
2 hours, in a rainy seasons. and he didnt even argue for my weird and unecessary and annoying acts. he just saying im sorry and hug me. leaving a kiss in my forhead

you can imagine how ifeel guilty so much

sometimes boys dont wanna say much things when you guys are arguing.he doesnt say anything. and you are thinking that you're abondened. that he doesnt care about you. he doesnt wanna talk to you at all. and moving on with his daily lives. he said "i ll give you some more times for cooling down. and when you're ok, i always be there, honey''

and deep down inside you feel so sick of it. you think  he's leaving you. and you got deeper into your anger. i thought so, i felt so, and those were i got. him, sacrifice. love.

and suddenly you feel so guilty for making the one you love feel guilty for something he didnt do,nothing else but your selfishness and childish.

he doesnt leave you. he just tries to keep your feeling, not hurting you, try to make no arguing, and waiting for the right time to make everything better, he never forgets you, he always love you.

everyone has his own ways to show the love. dont judge him doesnt love you, just because he doesnt show it in a way you want. it never works. you will never be satisfied. he will never be perfect. the main thing is, he loves you
I Love You Mas Kukuh
:')