SOMETIMES WHEN I DONT KNOW TO DO WITH MY EXPLODING NUMBERS OF JOBS,
I JUST STARE AT IT
IN ABANDONEMENT

Less Consuming, More Producing

Source:http://cdn.blisstree.com/files/2011/04/shopping_bags.jpg, with own modification "X"

Source : http://www.johnpaulaguiar.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/make-money-roadsign_480.jpg

Look at your wardrobe and see how many clothes you have. And im sure, cuma beberapa persen yang biasa kamu pake karena suka banget. and so are the shoes, the bags, and many others

Make an accounting buat pengeluaran dan income kamu. Masih banyak kaaan list pakaian dan baju dan tas yang kamu beli? You can affords clothes and shoes or whatever every months, you have no idea berapa stuff kamu yang makin numpuk.

Ada yang bermasalah dengan 'boros'? nafsu belanja yang 'gila2an'? you cant help yourself you to buy everything that attracts your eyes, even if you know you dont really need it.

Come on girls, it's time to change ourselves!

someday i talked to myself. until when i will be so consumtive like this? im tired of following this and that trendsetter or stylish stars that, i cant lie to myself, make me spend much money on it

What about my family? my little sisters? my grandma and grandpa. i can afford more things that are more useful for me and my family

Stop buying this blabla brand, or whatever, it's time to make it, and  create it yourself. it is time to change from following, to be the trendsetter.

1. Dont waste your old clothes, make it in an unordinary way

you have an old school shirt or blouse, dont put them in a box. Wear them ina a cool way such as an outfit, blazer, or loose top. Explore! :)

2. Find sOmething cool in your mom's or grandma's wardrobe

I did it, and i never reject it. Vintage blazer, curte skirt, tribal outfit. if you have a great sense of mixing and matching, you can get many cool things :)

3. You're not an actress or public figure

Apa hubungannya? karena kita ga haram hukumnya kalo pakai baju ato stuff lain berulang-ulang ;). It's not about how many times we always change what we wear. But how we act to other people, that is what's interesting. Jangan ragu pakai baju yang sama berulang-ulang, enggak dosa. Asal pinter mix and match dan selalu tampil seger, you are beauuutiful :)

4. Be creative, get busy on yourself

Lupakan nafsuu belanja dengan banyak berkarya dan berkreativitas. Serius dalam bekerja, or exploring your talents! Sewing your own clothes, making your own design, photograhing, do your DIY (do it yourself) project. Sibukkan diri, dont let any spare time that makes you really wanna go shopping! lebih bagus lagi, kalo kita bisa menghasilkan uang dari apa yang kita buat. Any more interesting than earning money from your hobby? :)

5. Something handmade is more precious for some people

You use to buy an expensive gifts for your boyfriend, or mom, or bestfriends? You dont really have to give them all the time. Sesekali cobalah bereksplor, bikin hadiah handmade yang bener2 ORIGINALLY YOU. It requires only a few money, but it will leave a deep impression in others' heart. Buat lukisan, puisi, lagu or many things according to your hobby. Selain bakal diinget kenangannya dan ga lekang oleh waktu, it will make you more creative

HAPPY PRODUCING ! :D

Our Stories Mean Everything (part 2)

This is one of million songs he created.Im so proud of him. He's talented and never gives up to make it true. I'm always happy when i can feel him happy and spiritful when he sings, and writes songs. "Terimakasih", by my beloved Mas Kukuh, and his video by me X)

Make it pretty in a simple way (part 1)

Paris veilt is absolutelu not a rare thing for us, a moslem. Eventhough the pashmina is the trending stuff recently, dont leave the paris veilt away! we can still make it unique, pretty and unordinary by these simple step,give it try :D

Seperti cara pakai jilbab paris seperti biasa, tapi sematkan salah satu ujung ke sisi lainnya,misal ujung kiri, sematkan ke bagian kanan kepada dengan peniti :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Biarkan ujungnya yang lain

lalu buat lipatan/kerutan si samping seperti gambar

Sematkan bross lucu, atau jepit rambut :)

Voila! So simple, right? :)

From My-Grandma's-'Ancient'-Wardrobe to Fashion (Part1)

Who doesnt love fashion? i  do love fashion. i really like when i can dress well and so many people staring at me XD
but every fashion magazine or channel or whatever always serve those clothes which has EXPENSIVE price. i dont really like to spent my money to much to something that i-wont-die-or-get-fired-without-it. and i dont have a huge number of income from my job (i mean i still have so many more important thing to purchase)


.until one day, i open my grandma's wardrobe
who says that your grandma's wardrobe is full of those things that are better to be in an old boxes, abandoned, or in a charity fair, being given away to anybody?
trust me, they can a nice fashion
i'll try to show ya some of the result from this exploring-my-grandma's-wardrobe fashion :D

Leopard blus, can be nice loose top :D

Leopard Cardigans

jeans jacket (my mom's). do this and flowery top, tights, and a boy shoe, or boot.aw XD

the skirt is so cute, it makes you legs look longer XD.and the cardigan too, with tribal pattern. i love these stuffs

THANK YOU GRANDMA AND MOM :D

WE'RE ALMOST THEEEERE

it is one of my design and it is almost done! i dont know but im sooo excited with this gate >.<

Recent photo:

let's hope it will be succesfully done !! XD

artwork, if i may say so :D (part 5)

artwork, if i may say so :D part 4

Our Little Stories Mean Everything

;)

Vlad the Impaler

have you ever heard the song by Kasabian ,  Vlad the Impaler?i like that song. it sounds so cool for me. but what attract me more is : the man in the video clip. black hair, moustache, pale skin. dark black eyes. cruel sight. and he murders. in a mean way.
if you are as curious as me about this vlad the impaler guys, here are some stories,

source:http://s-melville.blogspot.com/

source :  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vlad_the_Impaler
Vlad III, Prince of Wallachia (1431–1476), also known by his patronymic Dracula (son of the Dragon (Vlad II) Dracul), and posthumously dubbed Vlad the Impaler (Romanian: Vlad Țepeș pronounced [ˈvlad ˈt͡sepeʃ]), was a three-time Voivode of Wallachia, ruling mainly from 1456 to 1462, the period of the incipient
Ottoman conquest of the Balkans. His father was a member of the Order of the Dragon (Dracul) and Dracula means son of the Dragon to indicate his father's title within the Order of the Dragon.
Vlad III is remembered for spending much of his rule campaigning efforts against the Ottoman Empire and its expansion^[3] and for the impaling of enemies.^[4] Already during his lifetime, his reputation of excessive cruelty spread abroad, to Germany and elsewhere in Europe. The total number of his victims is estimated in the tens of thousands. The name of the vampire Count Dracula in Bram Stoker's 1897 novel Dracula was inspired by Vlad's patronymic.

Reputation for cruelty

Vlad the Impaler as Aegeas, the Roman proconsul in Patras, crucifying Saint Andrew. Approximately 1470–1480, Belvedere Galleries, Vienna.^{[citation needed]}

Even during his lifetime, Vlad III Țepeș became famous as a tyrant taking sadistic pleasure in torturing and killing^[22]. He is shown in cryptoportraits made during his lifetime in the role of cruel rulers or executioners such as Pontius Pilate ordering the torture and execution of Jesus Christ, or as Aegeas, the Roman proconsul in Patras, overseeing the crucifixion of Saint Andrew.^{[citation needed]} After Vlad's death, his cruel deeds were reported with macabre gusto in popular pamphlets in Germany, reprinted from the 1480s until the 1560s, and to a lesser extent in Tsarist Russia.
Estimates for number of his victims range from 40,000 to 100,000, comparable to the cumulative number of executions over four centuries of European witchhunts.^[23] According to the German stories the number of victims he had killed was at least 80,000. In addition to the 80,000 victims mentioned he also had whole villages and fortresses destroyed and burned to the ground.^[24]
Impalement was Vlad's preferred method of torture and execution. Several woodcuts from German pamphlets of the late 15th and early 16th centuries show Vlad feasting in a forest of stakes and their grisly burdens outside Brașov, while a nearby executioner cuts apart other victims. It was reported that an invading Ottoman army turned back in fright when it encountered thousands of rotting corpses impaled on the banks of the Danube.^[13] It has also been said that in 1462 Mehmed II, the conqueror of Constantinople, a man noted for his own psychological warfare tactics, returned to Constantinople after being sickened by the sight of 20,000 impaled corpses outside Vlad's capital of Târgoviște.^[25]
Allegedly, Vlad's reputation for cruelty was actively promoted by Matthias Corvinus, who tarnished Vlad’s reputation and credibility for a political reason: as an explanation for why he had not helped Vlad fight the Ottomans in 1462, for which purpose he had received money from most Catholic states in Europe.^{[citation needed]} Matthias employed the charges of Southeastern Transylvania, and produced fake letters of high treason, written on 7 November 1462


and here is from http://www.vladtheimpaler.com/
As you may well know, author Bram Stoker (1847-1912) based the title character of his 1897 novel Dracula on an actual human being, or should we say inhuman being.  In this website, we will try our best to make the distinction between the real and the imaginary, the facts and the fiction.  This is not an easy task, considering the amount of vampire lore which has imbibed our culture since Dracula was first published in 1897.

Even if you haven't yet read Stoker's novel, and seen the stage play which came after, you have probably seen some of the many films based on his character. Some of the most important cinematic adaptations are F.W. Murnau's 1922 masterpiece "Nosferatu", which was loosely based on Dracula but subjected to a "makeover" for copyright reasons, Todd Browning's "Dracula", which starred Bela Lugosi, a Romanian actor who had previously incarnated the titular character on the stage, and would forever be remembered, and unfortunately typecast as Dracula; the British Hammer Films releases of the 70s, which starred Christopher Lee as a sexier, and far more violent vampire.  While there were others in between, one of the most interesting, although flawed adaptation, of Dracula was Francis Ford Coppola's 1992 release, "Bram Stoker's Dracula".  Coppola's version is noteworthy for it's inclusion of the "Order of the Dracul", which cleverly interwove the fictional vampire with the historical figure.

What is interesting to note, is that Stoker's vampire, while being loosely based on Vlad the Impaler, is nowhere near as threatening, nor as sadistic.  Stoker's Dracula is a mysterious, somewhat sensual character who kills and feeds to survive, much like any being in nature.  In fact, as much as there is reference to the evil of Dracula, it can be reasoned that all of his actions were motivated by survival. Vlad the Impaler, on the other hand, killed not justto feed, but to revel in his own power, and just for the sheer pleasure of seeing the suffering of his numerous victims. We will attempt to put together as accurate a portrait of the man as available documentation permits, his life, loves, enemies, and all of his infamous deeds.

Vlad the Impaler  probably caused more rivers of blood to flow than any other tyrant in the history of the world. Bear in mind that there are many versions of Vlad the Impaler's life story, and there are no entirely accurate ones.  We have cross referenced every detail to try and bring you what we believe is the most accurate portrait of a man who keeps inspiring fear into each and every new generation.  In this website, you will learn how Vlad Dracula came to be known as "the Impaler", you will also be able to read Bram Stoker's Dracula, and you will be shown an open door to the most interesting and accurate resources on Vlad the Impaler and  Dracula, from books, to movies, to websites.

artwork, if i may say so :D (part 3)

because we are all human, (sometimes) we (dont) need to socialize

that was what i decide
not because im anti socialized, im only an anti-bad -socialized.
im really sick when everybody starts to throw bad comments each other. nad they do it BEHIND THE OTHER'S BACK
is it that hard to accept criticism? are we too perfect to get some bad opinions about ourselves? are everyone wrong, when they say we're wrong, in case that, what they say is totally the TRUTH
i know i may also get mad when somebody says something bad about me. that im careless, slow, or whatever it is. BUT WHY PEOPLE SAY SO is the only main thing that we should keep in mind firstly, right? why dont i thing : am i that careless, so that everyone else should warn me? do i harm their business?
THEY WONT SAY SO IF I DONT, will they?
the simple thing to say here is :
WHY DONT WE SEE OURSELVES IN THE MIRROR FIRST, before we throw the mirror away to somebody else?
what do i see here? they're stabbing each other. inciting their friends to hate other person, giving many reasons to hate them back? talk bad things about them? and what you get is :


Everybody is talking behind other's back, on and on, talk sarcastically to other, behind their desk, but when they face each other, they got normal.

YOU CANT IMAGINE HOW I FEEL SICK OF IT

since that time, i decided to create my own nest in my own desk.
not hearing anything, not arguing anything



i choose to be unsocialized person.and talk about nothing about job.

artwork, if i may say so :D (part 2)

absurd

artwork, if i may say so :D

um...
yeap, i was a student of an architectural education
architect. that was the only one word i always say when somebody asked me what i wish for when i grow up someday
when i draw my first ugly work on my drawing book at about seven, i drew a house. and it felt interesting to try to make something more like your own palace. which can make everybody amazed when they stare.
then why i only make my own palace? ia can make lots of palaces or everyone who want it, right? :D
so there i was. applied to be a student of architecture departement in a public university
o my gosh it was hard, if you ask me, how it felt to study there.my friends were awesome, they were super innovative and creative..it was so hard to compete.but at the same time they were also so friendly and enjoyable to work with, especially in a team.
i love you guys, i miss you ;) um..if i may show ya some of these..designs.. :D

Water Science Centre, concept : water droplet (i was very terrible in sketchup T_T)

 

Tradisional Market

and this is..oh. it had been a half part of my life at that time. almost a whole part actually. it was like my whole life, where i spend my whole full of attention. it spent so much energy, thoughts, tears, confusion, hopelessness, but also hope at the same time...this is my last assignment project as a college student. 

this is a project of Serayu Tourism Park in my region, Banyumas. So there is a huge river in my region. and it has a huge potential of tourism. so i develope it. i bring the concept of heritage here. it is the main idea. but still water tourism park has the main role in it. i bring heritage, education, nature, and leisure here

i was creating the motto : when nature and heritage meet education and leisure

i know it sounds boring. i created it in just 1 minute! i have no much time to think about such things because it was 2minutes to go to the court.but in the court, my smart and superkind lecturer give this idea and i ove it until now:

me: ...so that is why i make it as a motto of my project. when nature and heritage meet education and leisure

lecturer : hold on, what did you say, those concepts you bring to your project?

me : umm...heritage, nature, educatin and leisure, Sir

lecturer : i think it's better for you to make it more interesting : when nature and educate through leisure/ it is more simple, yet sounds so catchy

SEE? he was awesome !

WHEN NATURE AND HERITAGE EDUCATE THROUGH LEISURE

PERSPECTIVE

cottage area

puppet, batik and karawitan museum, and babad banyumasan park

teathre

tower / menara pandang

playground

open theatre

punakawan sculpture :) i love this part

sanggar seni

waterpark (i hope i can show the details..;(

fishing area

therapy pool

artwork and culinary market